You Are
The Lord
Zechariah 6:8 — “It may seem marvelous to the remnant of this people at that time, but will it seem marvelous to me?” declares the LORD Almighty.
What is a miracle
to the One
who is miraculous?
What is impossible
for the One
who created everything?
You are the Lord -
nothing is above You
nor below You,
all things are Yours.
Who can put limits
on the One
who paints the stars
on the canvas of the universe?
Who can put a muzzle
on the One
who told the earth
to be?
You are the Lord -
I will say it again:
You are the Lord!
How beautiful are Your ways, Father,
how wonderful are the things
You will do.
Amen.
House
For You
Psalm 26:8 — Lord, I love the house where you live, the place where your glory dwells.
Under every rock,
in each hidden place,
I searched for it.
In the valleys and on the peaks,
in darkness and in light,
I sought it.
Within the world,
the promises of this life,
I did not stop looking for it.
In the hearts of others,
the mind of humanity,
I hoped it would be found.
In success and achievement,
status and power,
I expected it to come.
Yet,
it was impossibly far from me.
When my search came to an end
and emptiness swallowed me whole,
You drew near to me.
In my troubles
You gave me hope.
In my shame
You gave me forgiveness.
In my suffering
You gave me purpose.
In my fear
You gave me truth.
In my emptiness
You gave me eternity.
O Lord,
I love the house where You live,
the place where Your glory dwells;
for I am Your dwelling place
and I love that You
love me.
Amen.
Already
Waiting
James 4:8 — Draw near to God, and he will draw near to you…
You are everywhere,
but sometimes
I stop looking.
You are always speaking,
but sometimes
I stop listening.
I need You
for my next breath -
not so I can breathe,
but so I can
know You more intimately.
I was put here
to draw nearer to You,
everything else is
secondary.
To know Christ
and Him crucified -
this is why You formed me,
named me,
and gave me life.
To receive the love
of my Maker -
this is why You watched me,
guided me,
and redeemed my life.
I will draw near to You -
You are already there
waiting for me.
Amen.
Unknown
Plans
Proverbs 3:5-6 — Trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding; in all your ways submit to him, and he will make your paths straight.
I am only here -
where I am today -
because You, Lord,
decided that here
is exactly where You want me.
Nothing about it
makes any sense -
truly nothing.
Is this not
the greatest evidence
that it is Your desire
for me to be
right here?
I could have never
predicted it,
I could not possibly
plan for it,
yet here I am
because here is where
You brought me.
I could try to figure out
why,
I could try to understand
Your intentions;
instead,
I will throw myself
into the unknown beauty
of Your unknown sovereignty.
Amen.
Weary
But prevailing
Matthew 5:3 — “Blessed are the poor in spirit: for theirs is the kingdom of heaven.”
I am weary, God,
but I can prevail.
Weariness and strength,
the Lord knows them both.
For He created the mountains,
He set apart the valleys;
His footsteps mark them both.
In my weariness
I look to the Lord my God.
I call out to Him in need
for deliverance.
In my weariness
the Lord is my only hope
and He will prevail.
For it is Him who gives me strength;
I am His chosen creation.
The Lord delights in my weariness,
He loves to give me His strength.
He casts down the wicked,
the proud
who see no need for Him.
But He uplifts the meek,
the weary
who see all their need in Him.
I am weary, O Lord,
but I can prevail
because I am Your beloved.
Fill my cup, O mighty Creator,
so that I will never run dry.
Praise Your name, O my God,
for You deliver Your people.
Amen.
Love Unknown
To receive
Matthew 22:37 — Jesus replied: “Love the Lord your God with all your heart and with all your soul and with all your mind.”
Love is what brought me
to You,
love is all that You ask
in return.
I could not possibly understand
love
until I received it from
You.
I could not possibly give
love
until I received it from
You.
Your love is nothing like
what I thought love was,
it is abundantly more than
what I thought it could be.
Now that You have shown me
Your love,
I cannot possibly understand it
any other way.
Now that You have shown me
Your love,
I cannot possibly give it
any other way.
I will abide in Your love,
for it is my rescue,
my safety,
my joy,
and my treasure.
Amen.
Your Heart
For me
Romans 8:14-15 — For those who are led by the Spirit of God are the children of God. The Spirit you received does not make you slaves, so that you live in fear again; rather, the Spirit you received brought about your adoption to sonship. And by him we cry, “Abba, Father.”
I think too much
and I perform too hard
sometimes,
oftentimes,
overlooking the heart
of who You are.
You desire my
adoration and love,
not just my effort.
You desire my
joy and thanksgiving,
not just my intensity.
You, Lord,
are unknown and complex,
but simple.
You, God,
are unapproachable and just,
but Fatherly.
You invite me
to be a child,
defined by faith
and eager to seek Your heart.
Not as a rule-follower
nor shameful self-loather,
but as an unkempt servant
full of gratitude and trust.
This is freedom
in the Lord.
Amen.
Only Reason
I live
Hebrews 10:14 — For by one sacrifice He has made perfect forever those who are being made holy.
My only hope
is the grace of God.
My only option
is to trust the Lord.
I have tried
to hope in myself,
to trust in the world -
it led to my destruction.
But,
under the blood of Jesus
alone
I am no longer condemned.
Sanctified,
healed,
redeemed,
died for,
the perfect love of Christ
is the only reason
I live.
This gives me every reason
to live,
every reason to worship
You.
Amen.
Today
I wait
Matthew 6:24 — Therefore do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about itself. Each day has enough trouble of its own.
Today comes
and my soul waits.
If tomorrow comes,
eagerly
my soul will be waiting for You,
Lord my God.
You are my hope, Father,
my only hope,
and that is more than enough.
Love unfailing,
redemption complete,
forgiveness purchased,
I wait for the Lord
and put my hope in His word.
Amen.
Beloved
Rest in Me
Exodus 33:14 — The Lord replied, “My Presence will go with you, and I will give you rest.”
“Beloved,
I made you.
Beloved,
I see you.
Beloved,
I know you.
Beloved,
I care for you.
Beloved,
I fight for you.
Beloved,
I provide for you.
In the palm of My hand,
beloved,
I am watching over you,
moving around you,
and preparing a way for you
to glorify Me.
Rest in Me,
beloved;
do not be afraid,
just rest in Me.”
Amen.
Prepare Him Room
In my heart
Ephesians 3:16-17 — I pray that out of his glorious riches he may strengthen you with power through his Spirit in your inner being, so that Christ may dwell in your hearts through faith.
O my heart,
prepare Him room!
At the head of the table,
at the center of my life,
prepare Him room.
As Master of my actions,
as Commander of my thoughts,
prepare Him room.
From my deepest hurt
to my greatest victory,
prepare Him room.
For the present moment,
for the coming return,
prepare Him room.
Son of God,
Son of Man,
take all that I have
and all that I am.
O my heart,
prepare Him room!
Amen.
Wonderful Discipline
Earnest dependence
Hebrews 12:6, 10 — For the Lord disciplines the one He loves, and He chastens everyone He accepts as His child… God disciplines us for our good, in order that we may share in His holiness.
When You discipline me,
I curse You.
Yet,
when Your discipline
completes its work in me,
I rejoice in You.
I am a child
with such need for a patient Father.
How wonderful it is
that I have One.
I hope to avoid Your correction,
but Your correction is what keeps me near
to You.
Patient Father,
Just God,
teach me joyful obedience,
humble righteousness
that comes only through Your discipline.
It is far better
to endure hardship and receive correction,
than to live a lifetime of worldly comfort.
For the joy of everlasting life in You
comes through my earnest dependence
and Your merciful discipline.
Amen.
Beautiful
Because You
Genesis 1:27 - So God created mankind in His own image, in the image of God He created them; male and female He created them.
I am
beautiful.
I am
lovely.
I am
cherished.
I am
chosen.
Because You made me,
because You redeemed me,
because You sent Your Son for me,
I am
all that You say
I am.
Because You are God
and You made me
in Your image,
I am beautiful,
lovely,
cherished,
and chosen.
Amen.
Forgiven
Never Separated
2 Corinthians 5:17 - Therefore, if anyone is in Christ, the new creation has come: The old has gone, the new is here!
What can separate me
from the love of the Lord?
What can take me away
from the grace of the Father?
How can I lose
what has been given to me,
what I never earned
in the first place?
I cannot.
Therefore,
I rejoice in You, Lord,
for the gift of grace,
the perfect gift of mercy
through Christ.
I am Your temple,
Your territory -
I cannot be consumed by evil,
I cannot be torn from Your love.
As sure as I have breath,
as sure as the earth below my feet,
I am redeemed,
forgiven,
and saved by the blood of Christ.
Nothing will separate me
from You,
my God,
because You chose me,
saved me,
and reconciled me
back to You.
Amen.
Infinitely
Psalm 130:5 — I wait for the Lord, my whole being waits, and in His word I put my hope.
In a dark and hopeless place,
my spirit groans for You, Lord.
Though it is silent,
though I feel empty,
I know that You hear me,
that Your eyes are upon me.
I am undeserving of rescue
because of my sins;
You desire to rescue me
because of Your love.
You pour out forgiveness
by grace
so that I can walk in obedience,
so that Your glory is revealed.
Every part of me
waits for You,
You are my only hope.
In my waiting,
I will meditate on Your word,
pressing on by Your Spirit.
I wait for You
as if my life depends on it
because my life depends on it.
You are unfailing love,
You are complete redemption,
You are total grace.
Therefore,
I will put my faith -
my hope -
in You alone.
You, Lord,
You Yourself
are my restoration.
Amen.
Flesh & Spirit
Though I hurt
Psalm 149:6 — May the praise of God be in their mouths, and a double-edged sword in their hands.
I can praise
in my weeping,
I can worship
in my grieving.
I will praise You, Lord,
even against the will
of my own flesh.
I will worship you, Father,
even against the lies
in my own mind.
Did You find me
in a light and easy place?
Or did You form me
in the bowels of suffering?
Did You create me
for comfort and worldly safety?
Or did You resurrect me
for resilience and eternal life?
God of majesty and wonder,
power and love,
judgment and meekness,
I will live
because You rescued me from death;
I will praise
because You redeemed me in hopelessness.
My Joy
and my Salvation,
my Rock,
and my Deliverer,
I will bless Your holy name
until my breath is no more.
Amen.
But You
For my wretched soul
Isaiah 53:3, 5-6 — He was despised and rejected by mankind, a man of suffering and familiar with pain… But He was pierced for our transgressions, He was crushed for our iniquities; the punishment that brought us peace was on Him, and by His wounds we are healed. We all, like sheep, have gone astray, each of us has turned to our own way; and the Lord has laid on Him the iniquity of us all.
I ran from You,
but You never left my side.
I turned my back on You,
but You remained in front of me.
I left Your presence,
but You chose to seek me.
I cursed Your Name,
but You followed me into darkness.
I neglected Your love,
but You gave it to me anyway.
I hated You,
but You chose to give me grace.
I blamed Your ways,
but You had plans for me.
I treated You like swine,
but You died for me.
I followed my own path apart from Yours,
but You knew it led back to Your feet.
I raged against You,
but You never held it against me.
I spit in Your face,
but You called me beloved.
Though I have lived
to hurt You,
You lived
to die
for my wretched soul.
Amen.
Lose
So that I am saved
Matthew 16:24-26 — Then Jesus said to his disciples, “Whoever wants to be my disciple must deny themselves and take up their cross and follow me. For whoever wants to save their life will lose it, but whoever loses their life for me will find it. What good will it be for someone to gain the whole world, yet forfeit their soul? Or what can anyone give in exchange for their soul?”
I seek to save my life,
and I lose it.
I seek to satisfy myself -
my desires,
my satisfaction,
my expectations -
and I end up nowhere.
I seek to gain the whole world -
gratification,
idolatry,
envy -
and I lose my soul.
I lose my life for You, Lord,
and I save it.
I seek to deny myself and follow You, Father -
Your instruction,
Your glory,
Your wisdom -
and I have complete purpose.
I seek to crucify myself to the world -
temptation,
lies,
selfishness -
and I gain eternal joy.
When I have in mind
only the mere concerns of my flesh,
I stumble and fall.
When I have in mind
the concerns of God,
I am firmly planted and cannot be moved.
Amen.
Like You
Give as You are
Ephesians 5:1-2 — Follow God’s example, therefore, as dearly loved children and walk in the way of love, just as Christ loved us and gave himself up for us as a fragrant offering and sacrifice to God.
Give me patience
to love like You love.
Give me peace
to think like You think.
Give me wisdom
to speak like You speak.
Give me humility
to forgive like You forgive.
Give me joy
to persevere like You persevere.
Give me kindness
to wait like You wait.
Give me strength
to remain like You remain.
Give me hope
to carry on like You carry on.
Give me self-control
to listen like You listen.
Amen.
Never Relent
Still I can return
Romans 12:2 — Do not conform to the pattern of this world, but be transformed by the renewing of your mind…
I dishonor You, Lord,
because I look the same
as the rest.
I discredit You,
because I act the same
as everyone else.
I dishearten You, Father,
because You offer me all that I want and need,
yet still I turn from You.
Still,
I am afraid;
still,
I am prideful;
still,
I am distracted;
still,
I am self-reliant.
Yet still,
You earnestly seek me;
You graciously forgive me.
Your mercy
is the reason I can return to You.
Your mercy
is the motivation for me
to never relent in my obedience to You.
Amen.